if you can, you will understand, why even with 2 hours of night, i will still chase that star, knowing that in 120mins, the sun will be up, and my eyes are ready to open.
if you can understand, you will, appreciate every living moment of your parents, your siblings, your brother in law, your niece, your heart, even though you know, that appreciation is just you and your thoughts.
if you, will the need to understand, would will that every normal moment that you have is in every noiseless room and in every noisy everything else, that your will is the will of everyone else already dead.
we are, still, puppets, stringed or not, happy or not, fearful or not, still puppets to ourselves. and yet we puppets find normalcy in blowing our own nose, walking our own steps and looking our own way, that one single act that makes you feel that yes. this is my life. facade. or not.
at the end of it all.
normalcy is the moment of birth and rebirth that we face everyday. sometimes, twice a day, sometimes, once in a few days.
but do understand, that you need to return to normalcy, or else, what the hell are you living for.
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